im touched.honestly

and today i received an sms from a friend.
perhaps after today,i shall call him,a dear friend.
i never thought that i would receive that kind of sms.
im honestly touched. very touched.
his words just go deep into my heart.
cos it seems so sincere and true.
and its the perfect timing indeed, in which
i need that kind of care and concern.
i cant say anything else except for thanks.
cos i also dont know why i cant say out
anything else. Allah knows i guess.
which i myself dont know.
but i thank Allah for giving me such a friend.
='))) 

" i cnt keep my mind from thinking about it for e whole night...i wanna do smthing to help but idk wat to do...haiss.. " -him
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" just wanna say...am there for u...wtv happens..am here.." -him
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first impression

first impression

orang cakap first impression tu sangat penting, tapi kan kadang kadang kita jumpa someone for the first time dalam keadaan yang agak memalukan, macamana tu? so bagi aku la kan, first impression nie memang laa sangat sangat power even boleh nak memutikkan cinta  didalam hati lagi kan? awwww! cinta laa you, cinta! 
but kita tak boleh nak judge someone by just the first way he/she looks. alaaa, leman, waktu kau jumpa limah dulu dulu tu kan ke dia selekeh je? tengok haaa sekarang dah jadi model iklan kopi cap jantan tuu youu! orang yang dulu waktu kita mula mula jumpa mungkin takde makna apa apa pun bagi kita, tapi tak siapa pun tahu mungkin suatu masa nanti dia laa yang akan buat kita makan tak basah, mandi tak lena, tidur tak kenyang. who knows kan? ur first impression on my this little blog may look like "errrrrrr, serrrr ar budak nie!" hahaha, tapi siapa la tahu kan bila bila nanti, "hurmm boleh laa tahan!" 

(ok nmpk disitu zana bosan!)

eeeei, bahasa apeee tuu?

eeeei, bahasa apeee tuu?

my english was not good enough for you to "wow" and maybe you gonna "errr, what is she's trying to say?" but im still going to use my own way of language, read it or X it. 


iklan radix pulak appear dalam memory box. haha. 
Mai sechawennn? *slang mamat salleh.

BACA

kenapa semua orang ingat semua orang boleh jadi a good reviewer?
kenapa semua orang ingat senang pekerjaan kritik ini?

ye, semua orang ada hak menulis. blog pun percuma. artikel semua mudah didapatkan.

tapi tuhan sudah kata:
iqra'.

sebab itu menulis bukan sesuatu yang mudah dan murah.

kau perlu tahu, perlu baca, perlu ada asas baru boleh jadi pembebel bagus.

berhenti jadi wartawan tabloid.
berhenti jadi pengacara majlis yang tidak buat research.

menuliscakap tanpa tiang faham yang kukuh.
semua orang boleh.

*pause*

paling silap, sebab kau sentuh bab abah aku. walau pun itu pandangan, kau kena fikir dahulu. sebab abah aku sempurna untuk aku. panggillah aku bangsat, pelacur, pukimak, anjing, segala apa.

JANGAN sekali2 sebut tantang abah.
langsung.
sebab tak ada yang layak menyebut indahnya.
termasuk aku.

selepas tuhan dan rasul,
dia terlalu tinggi.

:'(

:'(

I want someone to love me for who I am.
I want someone to need me, is that so bad?




nothing is right when you're gone,
mood; really really sad :'(

150 juta kali

Untuk kali ke seratus lima puluh juta
Mereka tanyakan engkau soalan yang sama

“Eh kenapa kau masih lagi mahukan dia?”

“Apa kau buta apa kau pura-pura suka”

Di seratus lima puluh juta kali itu
Di depan semua engkau tarik tangan aku
Yang sedang buat muka kosong tak ambil tahu
Sambil ketawa engkau bilang satu per satu

“Dia mungkin bengis seperti singa”
“Tapi dia nangis tonton cerita Korea”
“Dia mungkin keras bila bersuara”
“Tapi dia jelas jujur apa adanya”
“Aku lagi kenal dia”

Eh dah lebih seratus lima puluh juta kali
Aku pesan padamu apa yang bakal jadi
Engkau dan aku ada mungkin tidak serasi
Engkau sangat manis aku ini pula dawai besi

Di setiap seratus lima puluh jutanya
Aku pun dalam hati semacam tak percaya
Apa kau lihat pada aku jujurkan saja
Terus kau cubit dagu aku sambil berkata

“Sayang mungkin baran tak kira masa”

“Tapi sayang tahan kalau yang salah saya”
“Sayang mungkin saja keras kepala”
“Tapi sayang manja bila kita berdua”
“Saya kenal sayang saya”

Buat apa di cerita
Bahagia kita rasa
Biar tak dipercaya
Peduli orang kata

Baju ronyok tak apa
Asal pakai selesa
Berkilau tak bermakna
Kalau hati tak ada

Aku lebih bengis dari sang naga
Tapi bisa nangis semata demi cinta
Suaraku keras tak berbahasa
Kerna aku rimas gedik mengada-ngada

Aku mudah baran tidak semena
Mana boleh tahan angin cemburu buta
Dan aku sengaja tunjuk keras kepala
Aku punya manja kau saja boleh rasa
Rahsia kita berdua

 p/s : khas tok REDZUAN BIN NORDIN
abg lirik lgu nyh sebijik mcm kite kan kan kan?? 
mcm ad kne mgena je kn abg..urmm looiikkee!!! =)

No offence just expression

I just dont know what I'm missing. But I really am missing something or someone or ugh* I don't know. Have you had this sort of feelings that you felt like screaming but you can't. I know I really miss you, Abg, but there's more. Not just you, I miss my friends and :) yeah my school. grinned* What the heck people say 'boarding school' is so kampung, it's my school, MINE. I have the right to miss it, I have the right to be proud of it. Just go screw yourself. No offence, not pointing this to anybody. But if someone felt a little certain something, I repeat NO OFFENCE, just blogging here.

Yeah, I finally figured it out. I miss my school, I miss that kampung boarding school, Damn right, I am proud to say that out loud*

SEKOLAH MENENGAH KEBANGSAAN

PASIR GUDANG (3)

God, I never thought I would miss my friends so much. Why are we so far apart, well, not that far kan, but still we hardly hang out/see each other. I really miss every moment that we had together back in the old days, oh, now I wish I could go back in time and be with you guys. Sigh*.

At the back of my head

Oh I remembered those days, they are still clear in my thoughts and will always be. Your smile, oh yes the way you laugh, it just ticks me everytime I think about you. You mean the world to me eventhough you might be crazy. HAHA. It's funny how I always thought we were so different, but what the heck, opposites attract :)

saje blurkan pic nyh sbb abg sy suke nmpkkn gigi dye hehehe..

From this onwards, I don't care, I don't care what people say, I just want to be with you. Abg, I'm still counting the days untill you come back so that I can run to you and hug you tightly, I'll never let go.

Oh I wish you'd knew how much I miss you that I cry every night thinking about you. I remembered the time that I didn't cry because I miss you, I cried because I didn't cry that I miss you, HAHA, a little confused over there. Well technically, I did cry. It's funny that I'm crying too while writing this blog. Abg, I miss you.

One thing that I miss the most is when all of a sudden you called me,

and when I look at you, you stared me in the eyes

and said 'I Miss U', and then you smiled :')

It's killing me to see you go after all this time, I just don't know what to be without you around,Abg. But pfft abg, don't worry,

You're the only thing I know at the back of my head. Just you :')

p/s : look like we all fall in love right? but nopelah..only abg n adq angkt jerkk hehhee...

my betties "Hamirul Rashid bin Hamdan"

Hello theeeeeree, juz nak share sumthing..This is my betties.ehm ehm..

"Hamirul Rashid bin Hamdan"..

clapss ur hand!!

He is very caring n lovely fren.. I think i don't live without him (wah ayt..ceitt!!)..I called him acid, coz why?? coz this name very cute lah like himself..hehhehee..soorryy dear acid juz jokinglah nggeee...acid i want u know sumthing, u are very nice person was i meet..siyeslah..!! tak pnh kayh sha2 jumpe manusia yg sebaik  u..suke je tlg sha2 ble susa..and one most thing u must know is sha2 feel better ble nak luahkan sumthng berkaitn ngn my life...hihhi..(gedikkss tak kwn awk nyh acid?)hihi..sha2 suke je an nngs2 ngn acid..soorryy kyah.hhehe..pape pun sha2 syg acid sngt2..hohoho..(enuf zana! tak yah nak lbyh okayh) hihi..thnks my dear for everythng..n acid lelaki yg pertama know about myself!!luvv u my betties!! (^^,)

p/s cumil tak acid sy?? ehem2..ofcozlah (^_^)

betty speckss (^_^)

ok nyh jadinyer kalo zana dah jd bosan

takde keje with my abah.

hehehehh..

Redzuan bin Nordin

Honestly. I CAN'T WAIT TO SEE YOU! PLEASE PLEAASSEE COME HOME NOW!. 

i love u damn much! mishz u!!

Redzuan bin Nordin

abg! abg! abg! abg!

         I MISS U LAAA ABG!!

sad sob..sob..sob =(

ceh mengada okay Zana. okay enuf!

May god bless you and please come home soon. I miss you badly :’)