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Sunday, December 19, 2010

:'(

I want someone to love me for who I am.
I want someone to need me, is that so bad?

nothing is right when you're gone,
mood; really really sad :'(

150 juta kali

Untuk kali ke seratus lima puluh juta
Mereka tanyakan engkau soalan yang sama

“Eh kenapa kau masih lagi mahukan dia?”

“Apa kau buta apa kau pura-pura suka”

Di seratus lima puluh juta kali itu
Di depan semua engkau tarik tangan aku
Yang sedang buat muka kosong tak ambil tahu
Sambil ketawa engkau bilang satu per satu

“Dia mungkin bengis seperti singa”
“Tapi dia nangis tonton cerita Korea”
“Dia mungkin keras bila bersuara”
“Tapi dia jelas jujur apa adanya”
“Aku lagi kenal dia”

Eh dah lebih seratus lima puluh juta kali
Aku pesan padamu apa yang bakal jadi
Engkau dan aku ada mungkin tidak serasi
Engkau sangat manis aku ini pula dawai besi

Di setiap seratus lima puluh jutanya
Aku pun dalam hati semacam tak percaya
Apa kau lihat pada aku jujurkan saja
Terus kau cubit dagu aku sambil berkata

“Sayang mungkin baran tak kira masa”

“Tapi sayang tahan kalau yang salah saya”
“Sayang mungkin saja keras kepala”
“Tapi sayang manja bila kita berdua”
“Saya kenal sayang saya”

Buat apa di cerita
Bahagia kita rasa
Biar tak dipercaya
Peduli orang kata

Baju ronyok tak apa
Asal pakai selesa
Berkilau tak bermakna
Kalau hati tak ada

Aku lebih bengis dari sang naga
Tapi bisa nangis semata demi cinta
Suaraku keras tak berbahasa
Kerna aku rimas gedik mengada-ngada

Aku mudah baran tidak semena
Mana boleh tahan angin cemburu buta
Dan aku sengaja tunjuk keras kepala
Aku punya manja kau saja boleh rasa
Rahsia kita berdua

p/s : khas tok REDZUAN BIN NORDIN
abg lirik lgu nyh sebijik mcm kite kan kan kan??
mcm ad kne mgena je kn abg..urmm looiikkee!!! =)

I just dont know what I'm missing. But I really am missing something or someone or ugh* I don't know. Have you had this sort of feelings that you felt like screaming but you can't. I know I really miss you, Abg, but there's more. Not just you, I miss my friends and :) yeah my school. grinned* What the heck people say 'boarding school' is so kampung, it's my school, MINE. I have the right to miss it, I have the right to be proud of it. Just go screw yourself. No offence, not pointing this to anybody. But if someone felt a little certain something, I repeat NO OFFENCE, just blogging here.

Yeah, I finally figured it out. I miss my school, I miss that kampung boarding school, Damn right, I am proud to say that out loud*

SEKOLAH MENENGAH KEBANGSAAN

PASIR GUDANG (3)

God, I never thought I would miss my friends so much. Why are we so far apart, well, not that far kan, but still we hardly hang out/see each other. I really miss every moment that we had together back in the old days, oh, now I wish I could go back in time and be with you guys. Sigh*.

Saturday, December 18, 2010

At the back of my head

Oh I remembered those days, they are still clear in my thoughts and will always be. Your smile, oh yes the way you laugh, it just ticks me everytime I think about you. You mean the world to me eventhough you might be crazy. HAHA. It's funny how I always thought we were so different, but what the heck, opposites attract :)

saje blurkan pic nyh sbb abg sy suke nmpkkn gigi dye hehehe..

From this onwards, I don't care, I don't care what people say, I just want to be with you. Abg, I'm still counting the days untill you come back so that I can run to you and hug you tightly, I'll never let go.

Oh I wish you'd knew how much I miss you that I cry every night thinking about you. I remembered the time that I didn't cry because I miss you, I cried because I didn't cry that I miss you, HAHA, a little confused over there. Well technically, I did cry. It's funny that I'm crying too while writing this blog. Abg, I miss you.

One thing that I miss the most is when all of a sudden you called me,

and when I look at you, you stared me in the eyes

and said 'I Miss U', and then you smiled :')

It's killing me to see you go after all this time, I just don't know what to be without you around,Abg. But pfft abg, don't worry,

You're the only thing I know at the back of my head. Just you :')

p/s : look like we all fall in love right? but nopelah..only abg n adq angkt jerkk hehhee...

Friday, December 17, 2010

my betties "Hamirul Rashid bin Hamdan"

Hello theeeeeree, juz nak share sumthing..This is my betties.ehm ehm..

"Hamirul Rashid bin Hamdan"..

clapss ur hand!!

He is very caring n lovely fren.. I think i don't live without him (wah ayt..ceitt!!)..I called him acid, coz why?? coz this name very cute lah like himself..hehhehee..soorryy dear acid juz jokinglah nggeee...acid i want u know sumthing, u are very nice person was i meet..siyeslah..!! tak pnh kayh sha2 jumpe manusia yg sebaik u..suke je tlg sha2 ble susa..and one most thing u must know is sha2 feel better ble nak luahkan sumthng berkaitn ngn my life...hihhi..(gedikkss tak kwn awk nyh acid?)hihi..sha2 suke je an nngs2 ngn acid..soorryy kyah.hhehe..pape pun sha2 syg acid sngt2..hohoho..(enuf zana! tak yah nak lbyh okayh) hihi..thnks my dear for everythng..n acid lelaki yg pertama know about myself!!luvv u my betties!! (^^,)